
I first met him, in a way, Sunday morning after Mass, October
15, 1964. It was in Pierre, near the city dump. Hundreds of
men and women from Dakota reservations had moved into town.
They had come to harness the flow of the “Big Muddy”
and to build the huge Oahe Dam north of Pierre. Billy’s
relatives were there, too. They were on the staff of the Indian
School.
To make into a church, I had found an old dance hall and had
moved it to an empty lot on Park Street. We were at the end
of electricity, running water and the sewer.
Crowds came to church there. We had three weekend Masses.
One Mass was just for children from the Indian School. They
filled the whole space.
That October day it was warm enough to stand outside after
church. Joe and Glesner Brewer, cousins of Billy, waited for
me, holding their daughter, Triva, in their arms.
“Father, do you think we could call Tokyo? Billy is
there in the Olympics. No one of our family could go to be
with him. We’d like to talk to him. We tried to find
the right time for his race to be over. We think we got it
right. It would be nice to know how he did.”
We called. Glesner did the talking, but after an instant there
was from her only bubbling and laughing and screaming from
joy. “O, Billy, really? You did it? We just came out
of church and Father is here, and everybody else. We’ll
tell everyone.”
Then, “What?” And then aside, “Here Triva,
Billy wants to talk to you.”
I faintly heard Billy’s voice. It was full and exultant.
“Triva, you know you’re my favorite little niece.
It was a big crowd, and I wanted to tell you myself, that
I won.”
“Yes, I know that, uncle.”
“Honey, how could you know? It was over just a little
while ago.”
“I knew you won, uncle, because I prayed for you that
you’d win!” She was embarrassed. She turned her
face against her mother’s cheek. We stood silent. We
were sure now. And we knew why.
I met Billy from time to time, while each of us was speaking
at college conferences or school functions. He had become
an outstanding inspirational speaker. His theme: “You
never learn from winning. If you win, you didn’t have
to change. You are satisfied already; but after losing? After
losing you have to put your mind and body to your task, and
you learn.
“Any time that I lost and, while the winner was slowing
down to hear the cheering, I’d catch up to him and reach
out to shake his hand. ‘Congratulations!’ I’d
say, ‘But next time I’ll get you.’
“And I’d change. I’d change my pace, my
equipment, my diet, and my system of training, even my trainer.
Losing had taught me something, and I’d change. And
next time I’d come closer to winning.”
Watch the movie, “Running Strong,” the 10,000-meter
run. No American had ever won the 10,000. In the movie you
feel the miracle. In the distance, outside the arena, someone
has seen the few racers at the head of the pack.
Now the two favorites come shoulder to shoulder, sweeping
under the stands to make the last circuit of the track.
But there is a third with the favorites, lean, lithe and long
limbed, somehow constant and sure. Face immobile, clear eyed.
He’s there, and they cannot shake him off. He’s
an American. An Indian. A Lakota.
The final turn, the stretch and the crowd moaning, running
feet in rhythm and far up the track a figure steps out free
of the others. The long, lithe limbs of the Lakota, he’s
the bronze one, his arms tight against his body, in control.
But the leader, the favorite, he’s failing. His shoulders
are straining, working. His head strained back reaching for
energy. This should not be. He glances to the right. The Lakota
is there, smooth and constant, a hundred yards now.
There’s a hitch in the champion’s pace. Is it
over? The Indian drifts farther out to escape flailing arms
and to go around. He sees the wire, the taught tape stretching
across the track. It’s there. It’s there, and
it flashes and breaks across his chest.
“Uncle, I knew you’d win, because I prayed.”
When he broke the tape, he recalled the lessons of his Native
traditions. “It wasn’t I who won this race,”
Billy said. “I had only the passion. I pursued it with
all the intensity possible to me, but with a vision and a
knowledge that I had spiritual helpers lifting me. I held
their presence close to me, and the flight was sacred. This
moment for me was God-inspired and God-given. I didn’t
achieve it alone. I worked at it, but it was God-given. That’s
the most real and humbling experience you can ever have, working
with God.”
The last time I met Billy was in 1998 at Mount Marty College
in Yankton. He had recovered from a painful joint ailment.
He was again on the road, inspiring young men and women to
know how, with the Spirit of God, they can make young dreams
come true.
He’s a hero, showing the way for others to be heroes.
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